well i havent posted anything of any sort in a while but i am still alive for the most part. i've been really confused recently about alot of things. pertaining to my life, now that i've graduated and other things as well. i know that if i have any hope of suporting myself when i move out (hopefully when im 18 or close to that at least & (with one of my friends)i have to be making more money than i am right now... but i love the people that i work with and i feel like the friends that ive made there, i'll lose if i leave cuz i dont have contact with most of them outside of work. on a positive note though i did graduate early! i am going to walk with my class though cuz my mom said she wished i wouldnt deprive her of that. i dont really mind though. and as for my posts on pictures and stuff i hope to get back up to pace on that once i get a laptop. well who knows what the future will hold right?

forgive me for lots of unimportant rambling and such...